This is me,
Do you remember the sound of my voice?
Do you remember how we used to be?
When things were so easy.
Before I had to leave.
This is me,
That you see in the distance now,
Stop trying to make out my outline.
You know me, we were so close.
And we were beautiful.
This is me,
The one you lost so long ago,
But I sneaked away so slowly.
Did you even notice I was gone
Before you saw me now?
This is me,
From when nothing was so important,
But our hearts went into everything,
I was that part of you,
But we were the same.
This is me,
Taunting you like a memory
That you can't seem to grasp,
Like a dream that flashes back
But then is gone.
This is me,
The answer to your everything
That never used to matter to you.
But don't let yourself get too bright.
I'm not in your reach.
This is me,
But I'm not you anymore.
I had to leave the pain and anger
That you have caused,
Before it ruined me, too.
This is me,
And this is my apology
I'm sorry that I let you get so awful.
I tried everything I could,
I ran and was thrown away.
This is me,
And if you feel a little hollow now,
It's just the space in my reserve.
My empty room inside your heart,
Waiting for me.
This is me,
But I'm not coming back for now.
I'll wait out this storm away,
So it can only destroy half a person.
You have to bear it alone.
This is me,
And I may not be quite a whole person,
But you aren't one either.
You are waiting for me now
as I wait for you.
This is me,
And this is my reminder.
Please hurry up now,
So we can be again,
What we once were.
This is me,
And in time you'll become stronger,
And wise enough to calm your soul.
Then I will come back to you again,
As your clock ticks down.
This is me,
And this is my promise to wait for you.
I will always remember you.
And this is your curse.
You will always remember me.